Saturday, March 13, 2010
So over break my best friend and I had a very passionate discussion (I won't call it a dispute, cause I don't think it was) and he thinks we made some progress on me but I don't really think so. I may be wrong. He put it in really good words one time..."I think you just need to learn how to be alone, without being lonely".
I honestly think that's the biggest issue. Well and that I'm overly attached to one person.
I'm really really REALLY having an internal struggle with this issue because I don't know what to do with it. How to address it. And it affects other people and I don't particularly like that that happens.
Wrestling with myself legitimately makes me tired. And the fact that this is truly affecting my life really bothers me.
See, like now, I'm upset.